Love Is Not A Fight, Love Is A Shelter

haha, i realise that tumblr is a lousy place to blog! because, when ever your comp just auto shut down & stuffs, tumblr wont save it in draft or whatever… people like me, type so much & @ the end, GONE! haha… what a nuisances!

man! what cant someone just create some place to blog, something much more betta then blogspot! i’ve like 3 diff blog… LIVE JOURNAL BLOGSPOT & TUMBLR! among all, blogspot seems to be the betta one to use! my livejournal, man.. that LiveJ of mine, gosh… its full with memories man! i wanna go back & check out how much i’ve grown for the past few years! longer hair, fatter, cuter (like duh..) haha! (:

anyway, guess what ?!!?!?! i’ve MATHS PAPER TODAY! to make it worst, CPA WAS PART OF TODAY’S PAPER TOOO!! :/ maths, number one killer subject!! meessy lil numbers screwing my mind up like “char kwey tiao”…O M G! at that moment, i felt like tearing the damn white sheets of paper & tell the cher’ the wind blew it out! or my dog ate it, arggghh whatever! depression in progresssss ya know? CPA made it worst, what is LINE CHART called when there aint any line in the chart?! dammit niggas’ , first try , line was perfectly find until i decided to remove something that causes the whole damn chart to be removed! & the rest of the tries, the line just didnt appear! i spend 45mins on that damn chart! trying to create a proper one! miss kumari said she wanted to see 8papers printed! & damn, i didnt even know what the hell im printing! its all the same repeated paper! im so gonna’ get screwed by her ! she’ll probably be saying “WHAT HAVE YOU BEEN DOING WHILE THE TEACHERS ARE TEACHING?!?!?! blah blah blahhh…”

sat opposite EJ! superb funny! his LINE CHART had only one STRAIGHT LINE! haha.. & miss kumari was like “why like that ?” & EJ said “IDK HOW TO DO” & she shook her head! man, when she sees mine……OH DEARRRRRRRR!! NOT EVEN A SINGLE LINEEE!!! embarrassing man!!!!!! okay, get over it -.-

anyway, everyone went home! believe it ? MIRACLE OR WHAT?!?! going home so early!! Singapore is just too small for all of us..anyway, i studied maths again! DEPRESSION IN PROGRESSSSSSSSSS …. soon all my black hair will turn into white hair! okay gotttta go continue with my boook!

see ya lattta dudes’ (:

lottta loves, Charlotte (:

p/s : if you find that im not blogging here already, i’ve change my linksss (:

HAPPY LANTERN/MOONCAKE FESTIVAL DAY (:

idk why, i just cant keep my routine of blogging everyday!haha…
probably due to tiredness after coming back so late @ night!

anyway, End of year exams just started! which was yesterday, our paper 2&3 for English! it wasnt that hard, neither easy! but i’ve confident that i’ll pass with flying colours, hopefully…
paper 3 was listening, it was hilarious…
some how, the radio dun seem to be working very well! the prob lies with the sound! even when mr chan switch it on to the max, its still so soft that behind peeps cant really hear what the heck the radio was saying! everyone started moving their table forward! haha typical larh!!!!! Mr chan decided to call Mr Whiteway, Mr White then decided to use the comp to play the disc… thank goodness it works! then the typical thing was, when the sound was okay, everyone moved back the table! was so funny that the whole class laugh, typical Singaporeans man!!

after exams, decided to head home first & then meet up @ 438 to play basketball @ 2pm! lolsss… i went home & i slept all the way to 2.50pm, & that is when Fattieeej called me to ask me where am i! when i told him i just woke up, the usual words “FAT LARHH!” haha… so i rushed downnnnnnnnnn…alighted the bus & i saw shane! i was like “ehhh how come he was there?” & then he told me aylwin just board the bus that i alighted!! dammit!! haha… walk back together with shaneee!! he was a nuisance…… hahaha! OH I CANT WAIT FOR MY BIRTHDAYYYYY (: SHANE IS GONNNNNA TREAT ME TO BUNGEY JUMP!! WAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH (:

anyway, went there & went to find, PF JL EZ & ZX @ the void deck! somehow they were playing TRUE OR DARE … hahaha superb horny!
the rest is history….

gonnna play lantern latta on with punkos` (: so exciteddd (:
mom bought lantern for us to play latta tooo (: haha..
yeaps, gonnna go upload some pictures on FB! (: haha..

lottta loves,
Charlotttteee (:

p/s : HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANG KAI LI!! (:

“Doctor, How to cure pimples ah?!”

“Erm, wash your face, do not eat fried food, sleep early & apply pimple cream and most important thing is, DO NOT SUAN PEOPLE! Or else you will get even more pimples….”

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA……..

im finally blogging huh? yeah, like finally!

today, i finally return home early! good girl or what?! actually its not good girl, its just becos there is no where to goooooooo… school was a bore, except for the last period which we talked like nobody’s businesssss (:

after school, didnt know where to go, every woman left, leaving only me & the bunch of guys! tried to plan but….. hahaha… didnt know where to go! then edward planned but by then i was bored & decided to go home already! so before everyone stopped me from going home, i just walk towards my bus stop! haha, few byes & yeah quickly board the bus!! Enjian called me just to say “BYE!” becos he didnt manage to say bye to meee! haha joker (: then the background of all the man voices saying goodbye to me too! lols i could hardly hear what fattieeej was saying! but all i heard was “………i promise you tomorrow i will go airport to study with you!” so yah!!!! he going tomorrrrowwwwww (: waaahahaha… fattieeej says he is invited to fann wong’s wedding (so not real), YEAH RIGHT!!! haha.. to be the cleaner there i replied! haha, speechless he goes! he is currently sleeeping & im suppose to wake him up later so he could watch the fann wong’s wedding show, so fat right? i bet he’ll sleep till 8pm plus !

anyway, i cant wait for tmr (: hopefully everything turn out well tmr, but not a screwed up plan (: today was seriously a bore, the only nicest thing i heard from some one was “WHY YOUR HAIR STILL GOT COLOUR?” it tells, that the colour black is fading (: waaaaaaahahahaha…very very good !!

okay i wanna go do some updates, since i’ve not turn on the comp for the pass 5 days! haha.. world record (:

updates;

haha the moment Fann Wong & Chris Lee’s wedding was shown on teevee, Jialing text me & said “Got see me anot @ the hotel!?” hahahahaha & i said she was MO XIAO LING! hahaha, then fattieeeej said “Later the Mark Lee with come & interview me” hahahaha superb funny.. the couple damn sweet sial!! why cant mediacorp film all the way ah!! siannnxzxz… anyway, the wedding reminds me of Shirley jiejie’s wedding (: hahahahahaha..

lotta loves, Charlotteee (:

p/s : everything fadessssssssss… even love that goes in & out from our lives (:

haha, i just got homeeeeeee (:

school was awesome..studied very hard!! tomorrow is english paperrrrr!!

END OF YEAR EXAM ALREADYYYYYYY!! :/ superb fastttttt… anyway, my golden hair got caught & this time i’ve to really dyed it back!!!! if not … disciplinary case!

Mr Toh.. he ah.. wah piangg…really C.A.B!!!

anyway, i’ve got no mood to blog, becos of my lovely hair colour is gone & the pass few days i’ve been doing great with all the mugging going on! (:

lotta loves,

Charlottttteeeee (:

p/s : gone larh goneeee…

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hahaha.. i just got homeeee! its like 2am for gosh sakes!

seriously! the wedding was FABULOUS!… dad dad & moma fetch zejiang & I to Fullerton Hotel. Saw Ah Lay Jiejie there waiting for Jennifer Jiejie to pick her up!! THANK GODDDDDDD!! just in time so we all went together to level 2 to the room! SHIRLEY JIEJIE SUPERBBBB PRETTTTYYYYYY!!!! then saw simon korkor & all the korkors’ everyone was busy doing hair & dressing up! i was wondering where jialing & jiayi was…. so we just stayed near the door waiting for ppl to save us! in the end, jiayi scream my name from above! as it was a two lvl room..so i went up & OHHHHH MYYYY GOOOODNESSSSS!!!! jialing damn damn damn prettyy!!! jiayi was straightening Jialing’s hair & man, she loookkkkkked so so so differenttttt (: with the ‘broom broom’ jacket on.. she look like some rock star!! hahaha…. & zejiang said i was some Gothics person because from head to toe all black!! haha… then since everyone was so busy, zejiang & i went down to fetch jialing’s parents & ah mah up! haha… zj & i went 1st floor then B1, 1st floor & B1 againn!! hahahaahaha….finally founddddd (:

came up, everyone rushinggg…. running up & down ! doing hair! make up & everything! Uncle super funny sial! he dunno how to tie his tie, so he ask simon korkor, then simon korkor tie not nice, so he asked me, then i tie nice, but too short! finally yvonne tied! hahahaha PERFECTTTTT (: we did so many thingsss!! then followed yvonne to buy ciggr! we walked one whole big round just to find the 7 eleven stall! damnn funny larh… finally found & the person was on 5 mins break! dammiitttttttt!! hahaha.. both of us was like “ahhhhhhh FINALLY 7 ELEVEN!!” then when we saw the note thing, we was like “WAHHHH LAUUUU!!!”

after that rushed back to fullerton hotel!! waited downstairs for all of them! (: went to find out whats our table!! hahaha table 4!! just behind jialing’s vip table! damnnnnn fun larh! toook pictures! everything in the cams’ ! haha the toilet damn nice larhhhhh (: jialing, yvonne, aunty & i kept taking pictures in the toilettttt!! then zejiang outside waiting for us! hahaha…. hilarious to the max! went in after awhileeeee.. sat @ a table with alot of ppl we dunno, practically all the aunties & cousins! but soon we made friends & yes we became friendssss(: oh when the bride & groom was about to walk down the aisle, jialing suddenly tap me & rush me to go up! i thot what happen, in the end we were suppose to take the party spray & spray @ both of them! haha.. superb funnnnn!! then the korkor taught me where to spray! cannot spray @ the ceiling, the ppl, the bride’s face… hahaha… in the end we just sprayed above the bride & groom!! superb fun!! then they did the “I DO” thing… cut the cakeeeeee & dinner was served! zejiang took every picture of the foodddd!! hahaha… jialing came over our table & entertained us! i tell you, even in wedding, she damn rough! hahaha… the sitting the walking woahhhh! amazingg larh! she talk like ahhhh lian! hahahahaha…then yeah, she damn crazy, came over & took the uncle’s food with her hand! damn rough! in a girl girl dress but react like boy boy! hahhaha!!

soon the bride & groom went up to change into the 2nd dress (: superb pretty (: poured the wine & did the YAM SENG thinggggg!! video-ed everything i might upload it soon (: after that, she went table to table to take picture! & went up to change into 3rd outfit, by then everyone was going home already so she stood outside shaking hands saying bye & stufffss.. while zejiang, jialing, jiayi & i sat @ the VIP TABLE & slackkkkk! then we decided to walk around to find the wedding gifts, whether got extra becos got diff type! woahhh… their wedding gift is the musical box thing ! damn expensive manxzxzxz!! then i found, but all the korkors’ standing around the table, then i asked “can i take ?” the guy replied “can one for $5 + the boxx…….” havent say finish & jialing tooook ! hahahaha…. so ah lian right??? then we decided to go out to seee whats going on… took pictures & then one of the korkor started to spray the party spray @ jialing, so jiayi & i all helped! haha… in the end we ran round spraying the party spray ! damn funnyyy!!! the korkor got trapped by 3 of us! hahahahaha….we sprayed until his party spray no moreee!! hahaha… then when we were taking photo, he came & spray jiayi! haha… lucky i never kannaaaaa!!

followed all of them up to pack everythinggg from room 206 to 215, they had two rooms but 206 only last for a day! damn funny, we went into 206, jialing change & jumped onto the bed !! hahaha..seriously like piggg! in the end packed up.. was about to leave & we said “EH GOT TAKE THE SOAP & EVERYTHING INSIDE? ALL FREEE TAKE TAKE TAKEEEEEEE EVERYTHING TAKEEEE!!!” woah the 2 ppl @ the toilet take, then jiayi & i @ the living room check! everything seee also take ! haha.. jiayi said “take take take, everything take, need to pay one DUN TAKE!” then yvonne said “EH EH EH EH HERE GOT PAPER BAG! TAKE TAKE TAKEEE!!” then in the drawer, whatever brochure larh we all take ! post card all take! hahahaha… jialing said “EHHH HERE GOT FREEE WATER! TAKE TAKE TAKEEE!!” laugh like anything sial all of us….yvonne laugh till she spit chrysanthemum on jiayi & I!!!! woahh damn hilarious!! typical singaporeans! hahaha….

went back 215 & pack up, took whatever that needed to be brought home. & said good bye to shirley jiejie & simon korkor! took alot of things back! (: everyone’s hands was full with stuffs to carry!!! haha… jialing’s parents fetched zejiang & i homeeeed (: THANKSOSOMUCHHHH (: everyone fell asleep in the car! by the time i reached home, it was already 2am! superb lateeeee…

anyway, SOH ZEJIANG I WANT THE PICTURESSSS (: YVONNEEEE I ALSO WANTT!!!! (: hahahaha… JIALING I ALSO WANTTTTTTT!!!! (:

okay i neeeeddda sleeeep early now! (:

lotta loves, Charlottteee (:

haha… so damn nervous for latta on!! heart pumping so quickly whenever i talk about thissssssss!!! LOLSSSSSS!

i wonder what jialing & the rest doing nowwwwww!! hahaha… probably they’ve already crash the gate … hahhahhahaha.. pooor simon korkor! must blow the balllons until burst worrrrrhxzxz!! hahaha….

okay i betttttta go prepare all my dressss & stuffs!! or elsssee… hahaha..

lotta loves, Charlotttttttttieeeeee (:

p/s : update lattaaaa (:

haha, decided to blog after doing all my stuffsssss…

went amk to meet jialing & then off to Bishan to meet the rest (: by the time i came, it was already late for a few of them, so after they eat they went home. & sanjose, jerom, enjian, shane & edward came to meet peifan & i (: went to Bishan Active….. Ej went to take ball & yeah, the same usual stuffs, badminton, basket ball, soccer & roller blade! (: while i read my book & played a lil badminton! (:

then we met new friends! 2 small adorable boys, named, Zhang Yi Yang & Guo Cheng Rei (: it started with peifan who played basketball with them… then awhile later i made friends with them & finally peifan snatch his bb & he chase after her untill he fell! haaahahaha…so cute larh! & he cried! then we lift him up & sayang sayang him! then all of the guys came & we all sat around him & we talked to him ! made friends & joked around till he laugh! hahahahah….everyone expose my SUPERB NICE ADORABLE CUTE NICKNAMEEE!! thanks man~ hahahaha….. superb funny, yi yang laugh exactly like me larh!! so adorable, cheng rei from cat high pri & yi yang from townville (: hahaha….

Me to ChengRei : whats your name ?

Yi Yang : GUO CHENG REI!

Me to Yiyang : then whats your name ?

Yiying : YI YANG

Me : HUH ? YI YANG ? MEANING SAME ? means you are GUO CHENG REI also ?!!?

both guys : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

haha so cute sial both of them! went home as it was lateeeeeee!! (: went home & moma & dado went chinatown! lolsss…. @ 9pm they went Cheeena town! hilarious right?!?!? anyway…. im getting ready for shirley jiejie’s wedding dinner! meeting zejiang & raffles place! he’ll be the first to see miee wear dressss!! yeah & i cant wait to seee shirley jiejie in her wedding dressssssss (: & jialing’s hard work sewing  sequins to her dresss!! & also jiayi! practically the everyone… even the mom, her mom’s dress is RED! superb long & nice larhhh ! ahahaha… its gonna be my first time seeee jl’s mom in dresss manxzzx!! woahhh damn damn excited! hahaha superb excited to seeee zejiang too!! he bought newww clothessss manxzxz! heh heh heh hehhhhhhhhhhh!! tomorrow its all about independence ! lol…. i wonder where will we be sitting ! (: okay i betta go get some rest before i’ve panda eyes for the weddingggg (:

lottta loves, Charlotteee (:

p/s : thanks jialing (: thanks peifan (: thanks edward (: thanks zejiang (: you guys should know whyyyyy (:

just came backkkkk after slackking @ school (:

school was a bore today! test test & more test.. i think i screwed CPA up! dammit! so gonnna fail :/ but thank God its only CLASS TEST ! today’s weather was the best weather to sleeepppp.. so cooling! (:

today, during CPA practical test….. we went to LAB 4 first, & finally when we greeted misskumari & sat down..knowing that we had to print out our work, WE REALISE THAT THERE WAS NO PRINTERRRRRRR! so we had no choice but to go LAB 3… everything was going so so well until suddenly so many ppl’s comp started to auto shut down! LOLSSSS… so we change to LAB 2… LAB 2, comps were all great EXCEPT FOR THE PRINTERS! only 4 were working! or lets just say 1, when 3 of it ran out of printer ink!!! gosh sakes.. so zejiang suggested to miss kumari that since LAB 1’s printers some are working & able to use so might as well some go there to print! in the end WE WENT LAB 1.. to print! lolsss… mostly all of the printer has no ink! time was running out & so many probs pop out!! so annoyinggg… so stupid! so so so so stupid!! for the whole 2 periods, we were spending our time running comp labs to comp labs! what the joke…

just for a CPA practical test, we went to LAB 1, LAB 2, LAB 3 & LAB 4!! we visited every comp labs!! cool right?! hahaha…..so we spend most of our times runnning labs to labs! goodnesss! anyway, it was so rushing that i screwed up so many thingsssss….man!! fail man fail!!! ughhhhhhhhhzzzxzxzz…. anyway, after school, we went to hall to volleyball & soccerrrrrr (: it was raining so heavily, no matter how much you played.. you wont sweat so much! LOLS! what a nice weather! fattiiiiieeeee played piano again (: this time he wanted me to record..hahaha…played half way & he accidentally press the wrong note & hahaha re-record!!! madnesss.. ohhhhh he is learning another songggg!! superbbbb nice (:

then had an urgent called from zejiang! damn saddd… disappointed in fact! but i know we’ll be able to do something (: things are gonna be just fineee.. i know & i believeeeeeee (:

okay, i’ve to settle wedding things nowww ! not only that, there is many moreee beside weddinggg… anyway, needa file my nails to make it look nice! & im wearing my heels @ home so on that they i wont miss my step!! practicing.. haha dun laugh ah!! (: okayyy… i needa paint my toe nails toooo & pick which bag to carry! hahahha wooooolala… the excitement in meeee now is coming out!! (:

gotta go plan plan & plann!!! (:

lotta loves, CHARLOTTEEEEE (:

p/s : AH DU!! YOUR NAME TAG WITH MEEE!! hahahaaaa..fatttieee..

heh-loh!! (:

school was great (: as usual… had Science & English test! English BUANG! haha.. i didnt do word count manxzxz!! sianxzxz!! diexzxz (: but its okay CLASS TEST! Lucky man! (: tomorrow we’re having CPA & MATHS CLASS TEST! maths the number one killer subject larhxzxzxzx.. dammit!

anyway, we had some sexuality/AIDS/HIV talk today with the whole sec 3 cohort! man, hahahaha all the guys were woahh-ing when some horny parts came!! damn funnieee! brother was funny.. he kept saying “SEX SEX SEX…” & aylwin sat beside me & when they were teaching how to use a condom.. he asked me “how does girl’s condom looks like ah??………” man! damn hilariousssss…

after school, went to meet JONATHAN QUEKKKKKKKKKKK (: @ amk hubbb.. as he is flying to BRISBANE tomorrow night! went to amk hub with, peifan menghui shueting jialing jeremy zejiang aylwin & fookchoy, first as he just woke up when we ended schoool.. so fat! LOLSSSSS..went foodcourt, few of them went to eat first. see im damn good to wait for JQ lehhhhhh… at first i thot peifan gonnna eat together with JQ & I! in the end found out she had no money! LOLSS! kanna jack..

JQ came & we both went to buy ban mian! he damn guailan! he wanted to pay for me, he took out his 10 bucks & gave the aunty! so i pass him my 5 bucks! he said “NO NEED LARH…” i was like “take larhhh….”, & the aunties said “its normal for guys to pay for girl…” & JQ tag team with the aunties & say me sial!!!! woahh.. so cruel :/ hahaha.. anyway, we didnt know where to go! but since JQ had plans already he left to meet his friends! peifan was so guilty because she asked him out & only came for a bowl of ban mian! so funnieee.. but he said “ITS OKAY! COME FOR MY BIRTHDAY CAN ALREADY!! (:” i found out from peipei that he wants all the branded stufffsss…!!! hahaha…. & @ the same time i was texting him to say sorryyy! LOLSSS.. & i said “woah your birthday present all damn ex sial..heard from peifan” & he replied “haha… got more, havent write down onlyy…”

Me : woah then i go rob bank on 24th Oct & buy everything for you 

JQ : okay DEAL!

Me : then 25th Oct you come & visit me in jail…

JQ : okay DEAL, then you must sing birthday song for me k?..

Me : then i’ll cook roast duck for you!

JQ : okay GOOD DEAL!!

Me : ya, everything deal! i’ll tell the police you’re the master mind!

JQ : lolx okay lor, then we eat roast duck together inside..

hahahaha damn funny!! full of nonsense man this duckieeeee.. anyway, everyone went back leaving only peifan & I, we walked as long as we could & we talked plenty of stuffs (: yeap.. BFA RROCKS (:

haha, anyway, stressssing over H&H & mathsssss… but zejiang kinda helped me alotttttttttttttttt (: thanks chairman!!! (: tmr gonnna go class feeeling refreshhhhh (: & hopefullly CPA will be easy peasyyyyyyyy.. because i didnt come on monday & i didnt really learn MAIL-MARGE! dammmmn it~ im gonnna count sheeps to sleeep cause whenever im feeling stresss.. i wont be able to sleeepp.. lets just try to count sheeepsss! maybe it might workkk! heh heh heh…

Lotta Loves, Charlotteeeee

p/s : JONATHAN QUEKKK TAKE CARE AHHHHHHHHH !! BRING BACK REAL KANGAROO LARH!!HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA….